That's how stupid it gets. *heart*

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TO HIM and TO ALL : Have you ever been in l o v e? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so v u l n e r a b l e. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.

You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you again, but then one s t u p i d person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...

You give them a piece of you, your h e a r t. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like k i s s you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.

Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'we-are-just-friends-but-y

ou're-still-special' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

Sometimes, you just have to stop caring, sometimes you have to turn off all e m o t i o n s & feelings to protect yourself from getting hurt... you have to stop caring about what other people think of you & be yourself, s o m e t i m e s you have to hide it all and not let anyone know how you feel or what you think, sometimes you have to put a smile on your face & pretend everything is fine . Even when it’s not... sometimes that's the only way to save yourself from >>> a b r o k e n heart.
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TO HIM: Do you want to know what my problem is?

I will tell you what my problem is… i love you. I love your name, I love the way you look at me, I love your gorgeous smile, I love the way you walk, I love your beautiful eyes, I love the sound of your laugh, i love the way you get d r u n k, i love the way i dont understand you at all. I love the way I can be having the worst day of my life and seeing you completely changes my mood. I love how when you touch me I get weak...

that is my problem...

You've got this girl, head over heels in love with you. She'd do anything for you. But for some reason, you don't want to see that. You know it's there, but you just wont accept it so you try to MAKE HER GO AWAY. --Have you ever really thought about it? m a y b e this little girl is perfect for you.

And that really scares the hell outta you, doesn't it? more If it means a i k a l i m?
please tell me something... anything. i hope you k n o w w h o y o u are.