I dnt know why... but i wanna be alone.
...the truth is i wanna cry ryt now, i still dnt knw the reason... but i wanna think deeply. I feel so sentimental and emotional.. i dnt knw why... i wanna think for a while... not merely organizing my thoughts...but i wanna think about things i did, things i love... i wanna, whats that word? brainstorm? no. i wanna look into my past, my present. finally i got my time... but why do i feel so funny...
i wanna cry out loud.
butterflies... im having butterflies. i wanna run. i wanna be what i am before... i wanna explore my life all over again... i wanna .......
pls God. help me.
but it seems i cant go back anymore... i cant turn back time...
why do i feel so miserable at this moment? nuthing much happened?
why do i feel so sad and lonely? sentimental and emo?
why do i feel so weak, so guilty?
can all of this just a dream? can i find my answers?
can i now know my true self?
am i torturing myself.
what do i want? what do i like? I dnt knw... i dnt knw what goin on my mind ... im now crying... why do i feel so tired? why do i wanna kill myself? i mean why do i wanna die ryt now? i know ive always asked that to myself... is there sumthing missing? i got all of what i cud wish for...many cared for me... but why?
why? why am i asking these questions?...
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