Monday, October 29, 2007

the guilt.

im so sad... so guilty... i nvr thought i did such a thing.

im just so angry... na nasabi ko yun... the truth is hnd ko alam na nasabi yung PI na yun... cnb ko ba talaga yun? ...? kay sir pa? ... ang alam ko binubulong ko lng yun sa sarili ko... naiiyak ako ****... sa fav teacher ko pa... hnd ko talaga alam... im was out of control. naguiguilty ako sb kc nila nagmura daw me... ang alam ko lng pinupunit ko damit ko. at hnd ko na macontrol sarili kong umiyak./// i just nvr heard myself said those PI. if ever i really did that im sori.

I just wanna kill myself, now.

I hate myself. im so weak... so useless... so tired... so guilty... so afraid.

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